When that feel seems to disappear

ASSAALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAHI WABARAKAATUH AHLAN WASAHLAN WA MARHABAN BIKUM. 

When that feel seems to disappear

I feel weird, never been like this before

Usually I wake up and think of nature

Now I lain and wonder, not about it anymore

When that feel seems to disappear

I do try to look for another

But, the new one will not be the same

Because you are mine, my special

When that feel seems to disappear

I wonder what is happening.

It is me or maybe I could be her

I don’t know it makes me dizzy

When that feel seems to disappear

I want to know whether you feel the same of not

I want to know is that feel inside you disappearing also.

I want to know how I am going to avoid

I don’t want it to disappear. Truly.

by NURMUJAHIDAH THE LADY WARRIOR