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Saturday, February 09, 2013

9 days


ASSAALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAHI WABARAKAATUH AHLAN WASAHLAN WA MARHABAN BIKUM. 
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our last conversation was on the last Friday
when he asked me to wait for him until April
he didn't say that i should not contact him at all
but still i get his point, i know what he means by the word waiting

as now is 1.06 am in the morning
so friday has met another friday
it has been 9 days since we last talked to each other
i miss him a lot that tears are dropping slow on my cheeks

i will wait for him for as long as i can
as long as he wants me to wait for him
i dont know the date in APRIL tu
but i will wait until 30th April

if only you know how hard this is for me
you won't have the heart to do this to me
fortunately i have someone who has never left me
mukmin, for two years and for the oncoming days

you once asked me about him
until when will i befriend him
now is the time to answer
he is my friend, true friend till Jannah

you know what, he loves me much much more than you do
why must i leave gold for mere metal
of course not la kan?
but still you are a precious metal for me

so stupid of me for willing to do this stupid waiting
for an idiot like you!!! you know what
i hate you for making me love you!!!



13 comments:

  1. When we wake up in the morning, we
    have two simple choice.
    Go back sleep and dreams, or wake up and
    chase those dreams.
    Choice is yours …

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  2. Sometimes we need hear what our heart says. Love is pure. It is how we get it, and it matters because it will remembered forever.

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  3. i seriously understang and know how does it feel to wait... sob sob sob...suddenly me myself rasa sedey pulak...

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  4. @waiman takwa tak nak dia dah,,, that is what i want, to not want him anymore..

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  5. @Farah Waheda Wahid now, i want to put an end to this stupid waiting.

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  6. keep waiting muja..as long as u can..or even as long as u can't..:)

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  7. @Encik H no,, i dont want,, i am so much afraid that waiting gives me nothing at the end,,, perit giler,,

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  8. @Encik H aku dah anta msj kat dia dengan penuh kekasarannya. no respond jugak. tak mungkin dah aku ngan dia weh. tak de jalan penyelesaian dah pun.

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