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Monday, February 04, 2013

waiting is suffering

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i seriously dont know what i am doing now
he asks me to wait for him but i dont want
but still my heartbeats are saying him name
am i waiting for him even i say i am not

i seriously dont know what i am doing now
i miss him like crazy only ALLAH knows
but it is a mystery about his situation there
is he like me or he is enjoying the condition

i seriously dont know what i am doing now
some people show interest towards me
but i dont have the gut to entertain them
i want him, only him for sure

i seriously dont know what i am doing now
will it be worth waiting for him, the annoying him?
it is a mystery of the reason being like this
dear, why do you ask me to wait???

i seriously dont know what i am doing now
i want to know the reason so that i can wait patiently
so that i can savor the moments of loneliness
the moments of waiting for somebody i love so much

but i dont know anything, everything seems mysterious
why should i wait?
what am i waiting for?
when should i stop waiting?

i dont want to wait for him
but unconsciously i am waiting for him
i have started waiting since he asked me to wait
wait for what? wait until when? i dont know

i will stop this crazy thing
yes!!! i hate waiting since i was born
i dont wait for people
people wait for me

ps- i dont know what i am thinking and what i wrote. huh. craziness overwhelms.


4 comments:

  1. salam...haip...singgah sini jenguk2 adik akak yang comel ni... ^_^...

    memang pun, kadang2 kalau tunggu tu rasa alahaiii....lambatnya masa berlalu...

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  2. @Farah Waheda Wahid sedey sebab tak tahu sebab dia suruh kita tunggu dia,, takut penantian tidak membawa kemana-mana,, :'(

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